Just Like Eve

Last week I had an “aha” moment…it wasn’t until this evening that I saw it completely and realized how much like Eve I was in this said moment.

You see, the enemy dangled a little fruit in front of me. I decided that I could handle what he was offering, and my curiosity got the best out of me. So I took it and bit.

Within the next few hours, due to my decision…I was reminded of my past and who I used to be before Christ. Instead of rejoicing and thanking him for redeeming, forgiving and sanctifying me from the wretched girl that I was, I spent the rest of the day filled with shame, dis-content, ugly and just plain rotten.

At the end of the day when I went to bed, I began to talk to the Lord. It dawned on me only then how I had not spoken with him all the day long! What a wasted day, focused solely on my self! No wonder it was such a bad day!

After I shared this with my husband the following day, I began to realize anew how our sin separates us from our Holy God. Even though what I did was not necessarily sinful, it was foolish and it brought about sin by me becoming focused on self.

Because my thoughts were turned inward, completely on me and the junk that the enemy wanted to remind me on about myself and my past, I was not able to commune naturally with the Lord all day long. I missed out on interceding for my friends, for praising him for his goodness, for enjoying his presence throughout my day. It breaks my heart even thinking about this.

I am writing this just as a reminder to anyone who might be in the same boat. It has happened before to me, and unfortunately I have stayed in the inward state for much longer than a day. This time I am just so thankful that it did not last longer than that, and to encourage you friends…keep your eyes on HIM! No matter the situation, the pain, the shame, whatever might be going on. He is the only one worth meditating on, believing in and trusting! Praise God!


I Guess I Might be Crunchy?

2012…Though not meaning to whatsoever, this year seems to be the year for changes…or maybe just experiments as I do not know yet if I’ll keep these things I’ve been up to for good.

Here’s a peek at some of the things I’ve been learning about and trying out.

BABY LED WEANING: I heard about this when Pearl was an infant and was intrigued. To sum it up, rather than beginning your 6 month old (or whatever age they are ready to be introduced new foods to) on baby food puree’s…you give them whole foods that are softened by cooking, roasting, or steaming them. Pearl’s first meal was broccoli florets and baby carrots steamed. Rather than the baby learning to swallow first, which is what they do when being spoon fed a mashed up food, they first learn to chew and gnaw on food, then learn to swallow next. Since their gag reflex is so far forward in their mouth, their is very little chance on choking. Though in the beginning, it was pretty frightening watching her put these bits of food in her mouth…it was very amazing to watch her learn so quickly how to actually eat it and swallow! This has been a fun learning experience with little Pearl.

OIL CLEANSING METHOD: Over the years I have been trying to figure out what is the best product (in my price range) to take care of my skin. I have struggled with break outs since my teenage years, really hoping that as an adult it would pass…but it never did! The past few years I have really been searching alternative ways to take care of my skin and heal itself and think I have finally found the answer! Though it takes on a few different forms. In regards to cleaning it, I have found this method (also known as OCM). The jist of it is that as water does not dissolve, or clean off water, and soaps or cleansers can strip the natural oils in your skin, making you possibly over produce oil, then cause more breakouts. With the OCM, you actually use oil to clean AND moisturize your skin! I use a mixture of castor oil (which pulls out impurities) and sunflower oil which I put on my skin at night, then with a hot wet towel I drape over my face to let it steam my skin, open up the pores to pull out the impurities. I do this twice, the gently wipe the rest of the oil off with the hot towel, which also helps to exfoliate the skin. Then I’m done! No moisturizer is needed after as it has already been moisturized during that process. In the morning I just gently wipe my face with a warm wash cloth and that’s it. Since starting this, my skin has felt and looked better than it has in years. I am really excited about it, and especially that it is natural and super affordable! I even had my teenage daughter start this cleansing routine and her skin has cleared up as well.

NO POO SHAMPOO: I had heard of this years ago, but was never willing to try it, until last month. Kind of has the same idea as the OCM, where the chemicals and soap from shampoo’s will strip out the natural oils in your hair, thus causing your hair to over produce oil so that you have to wash it more. I used to wash my (very long) hair about once a week…though it would normally get oily by day four. Since I cover my hair most of the time, I was able to hide it though! Since starting this method, my hair is not beginning to look oily until day six or seven. Thankfully there is a solution to the in between time…that is where I can wash my hair with baking soda and water (which cleans and gets the oil out), and then I do an apple cider vinegar rinse to help with the tangles. From what I’ve read about this method, it should come to a point where I will not have oily hair at all…supposedly takes between four to eight weeks. I’m currently on week four and it does seem to be taking longer for it to get oily. I still see myself washing it with something as I go, but I don’t think I’ll be using shampoo anymore. I’ve also seen it work with my teenage daughter (who yes, I enlisted to try this as well) whose hair would need a good washing every other day…but is now about to go to day four without it. For those of us with long hair, where it takes such a long time to wash in the first place, this is a great thing!

VEGAN DIET: Or rather more of a whole food, plant based diet, as you can be a vegan and still be eating horribly. I started this after Thanksgiving after reading “The Hallelujah Diet” and watching “Forks Over Knives”. Mainly as a way to help cleanse my system without having to do a full cleanse since I am nursing still. I have been amazed at how much I love eating this way! The first thing I noticed when switching was the spike in energy I received. All of a sudden, I quit experiencing that middle of the day drag where all I could think of was taking a nap. And the 7pm bedtime that in the past I would have chosen if I had the option to was no longer appealing. I’m alert, awake and feeling energized all the way until I lay my head on my pillow at night, then fall asleep very easily. The next thing that I noticed was my milk supply increased…this really surprised me as I was nervous about it affecting my supply negatively. Pearl continued to gain weight as well, which tells me my milk was still fatty enough. My skin also improved during this time (unless I cheated, like during Christmas and then received a bad break out the next week!). The end of this month will be the official end of this diet, but I believe once I introduce animal products back in, it will be at a much smaller rate. I plan to keep my diet around 90% veggies, fruits, legumes, grains, oils, and then 10% animal products, sugar or processed foods. I think it will play out with me continuing to cook the way I’ve been cooking during the week…then on the weekends, when my grilling hubby grills his amazing meats, I will not deprive myself from them! This seems like a good balance to me, but of course, I’m willing to change it whichever way if my body likes one way over the other. So we will see?

Well, that’s it for now. Now that I have a keyboard to type with for my iPad, I’m hoping to write more here, as during the day it is just too hard to find the time to do so on the computer! To those of my blog friends out there, I apologize if I never comment…but it is just due to the fact that I’m reading most of the time on this handy dandy iPad, and it makes it a pain to comment. It truly drives me crazy as I always want to say something or ask a question, but I haven’t figured out how to make it more user friendly in that area.

Bless you friends!


New Home Management Binder

View of the different sections

I wrote about my “HMB” (home management binder) here a few years ago and really loved creating it and using it for a few years. It was especially fun finding all the beautiful pictures for the dividers and finding new ways to organize myself.

Over the years though I began to notice that I was rarely using all the sections, and I was just using the calendar section with a notes page beside it for the most part. Plus the binder itself took up so much space and was not small enough to take out with me. Thus the reason for a change to make it more user friendly.

I took the recipe section out of the original HMB and made a complete binder with that to keep in my pantry for my favorite recipes. That section was just getting way to big!

I found an old organizer that I had used by in my “working” days and made it into my new HMB about a year ago. I have really enjoyed it as I use it as a whole instead of just a part, plus I can take it places with me since I use it as my wallet as well.

It now has just a few sections that I use on a consistent basis which are the following:

- Schedule, here is where my calendar is that I am always referring to, used daily as any calendar would be.

- Shopping, I keep an ongoing shopping list so when I think of something I need but have not done the meal plan I can quickly add it and look later when its time to make the list.

- Gift Ideas: pretty obvious I think what goes there

- Notes/Important: Where I keep insurance info, homeschooling plans, anything I need to keep notes about

- To Do: An ongoing to do list that gets checked off (can you tell I love lists!?)

- Misc: I keep a list here of what I’ve borrowed or lent out, or any other misc things that I need to keep up with.

I also have divider’s that have little pockets in it that keep recent receipts, coupons, stamps, or misc loose paper I need to keep.

A new section I added was a post it note holder that has been helpful as well.

I’ve been using this HMB for a year now and am very happy with it. Of course it is not as pretty as the original one I made, but oh so much more user friendly. It is nice to have everything where I need it and the ability to take it in my purse when needed.

View of the calendar